Notes from Amtrak Regional 135

Riding on a train is like being let behind the scenes. You see the backsides of buildings, the undersides of overpasses, the neglected and unkempt parts of the towns along the way. Most of the time, it seems as though the people who live in these towns have no idea that hundreds of people slide daily past their unruly vistas. You get glimpses of these unknowing performers, on motorcycles, coming out of doors into the street, rowing in sculls out toward the sea, mowing their lawns. Mostly, though, what you see are buildings, their backs, in particular. Occasionally, on one of these buildings or on a fence, a banner or a sign will appear, but dirty and tattered, as though someone remembered their audience at some long-distant point, but then, since no business or discernable activity ever seems to come from these announcements to the tracks, forgot they’d put one up, their attention retreating back to the other sides of their fences and their walls.

Graffiti in Providence Rhode Island

Not everyone forgets, though. One group of people not only remembers the scores of eyes that glide over their towns as trains pass by, they revel in them. Working at night (they must; I have never seen them by day, but their work is so prolific that I think I’d have seen at least one of them if they were doing it then). These, of course, are the graffitos. The breadth in style and color in the work you see on a trip from Boston to New York is astonishing. Most simply, there are tags in black, a sort of visual claim broadcasting the name of the person who put it there. Many tags are ugly, executed by those who (I presume) don’t have the skill or the passion to learn how to create the larger, more intricate displays that take up whole sides of boxcars and switchboxes. This kind of tag, like the layer of black spots that used to be chewing gum caking the sidewalks of my neighborhood in New York, bothers me. What’s the point, if you’re not striving for some level of beauty?

From time to time, however, the austerity of a simple black tag seems to be more like the rules of one of those poems constrained by the specifics of rhyme and meter: boundaries within which the artist works to create a piece of stunning simplicity. In Providence, for example, we pass through a tunnel as we exit the station there, and a tagger has written his name, over and over, each one beginning with an S whose curves are evidence of his skill at creating a pleasing, elegant form. The line of names continues on, fifty, eighty, one hundred feet (it’s hard to tell from a moving train) before ending in an ellipsis. That ellipsis extends the work—I could go on forever, and I would (I do), but there’s been an interruption, and I have to go now. Maybe it was morning. Maybe it was the police. It might have been boredom, true, but it strikes me that a person who is able to replicate a form so perfectly in such repetition is probably not a person who has deficiencies in attention.

These small artworks are rarely so noticeable, though. For the most part the tags seem like scribbles around the edges of the larger pieces that cover the railbeds and whatever lines them. As the train approaches New York, the pieces grow more complex and colorful, interstitial spaces between each one growing smaller and smaller until finally, just as we pull out of Connecticut, there is no space anymore at all, and the names become an endless stream of curves and angles, lights and shadows, in an array of colors that surprises with its variety. It seems likelier that some of them, closer to mauve and chartreuse than to more common reds or greens, must sell more to the graffitos who create these pieces than to any legitimate do-it-yourselfer refinishing a patio chair.

As we trundle over the Hell’s Gate Bridge for our short jaunt through Queens (I could get off here if they’d let me, actually—I live in this part of town, in Astoria) we run out of surfaces to cover. There aren’t any walls on these raised tracks, and anyway, we’re in a neighborhood that isn’t as able as the tony towns of Connecticut to thrust its graffiti to their edges to be seen only by travelers like me, so there’s less of it here, actually, than there was on the city’s outskirts.

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Posted at 7pm on 04/08/08 | no comments | Filed Under: travels, new york

A Letter from the Front

I am, once again, being kept awake by bug bites.

A few weeks ago, the bugs were certainly mosquitoes, making that horrible noise as they swoop by my ears, the one that makes me (half-asleep) writhe in my bed trying to wriggle them away. Each time, after a slightly more conscious realization of their attempts (which always means that I’ve already been bitten), I tilt out of bed and across the room, train the fan on myself at full blast (see if they can fly in that! ha!), and pull my covers up to my chin. Despite these air and land defenses, the sea remains an open front, as I never find the standing water they thrive on, and getting rid of it is the only sure way of getting rid of them.

After each nighttime battle, I resolved to call an exterminator, but, like everything else during the day, that resolve fell under as the demands of work, with its endless waves of activity, crested over my best intentions and swept them out to sea. Finally, when I could stand it no more, and had even looked up the exterminator, there was a reprieve. The increasingly usual, unusually balmy weather that had extended right up to the beginning of November gave way to a brisk chill, and it seemed the bugs were defeated, not by my elegant tactical solutions, but by the sudden change in conditions. If mosquitoes have an insectival equivalent to “Never fight a land war in Asia,” I imagine it must be something like “Never fight a blood war in November”—they are, by nature, bound to lose. I returned to restful nights, sleeping with a soundness unavailable to me when I know there’s an assailant hovering in the corner, and loosened my defenses. Sometimes I even stayed up late reading, confident that when I closed my eyes and set down my book, sleep would come easily and well.


As any soldier could have told me, I should not have let down my guard so easily. Tonight, I stayed up particularly late, enduring with Robbie Turner the long march to Dunkirk, before turning in to catch five good hours. As I was slipping under, I absently scratched my shoulder blade, trying to reach from every angle the point at its tip which is inaccessible by my short fingers. My essays did not subdue the itch, and in my discomfort I flipped from side to side, once, twice, again, again, until the night watch quartered in my brain wrested itself awake, having too late noticed the enemy’s advance.

The bugs are back.

But this time, I’m afraid they’re something worse. Mosquitoes don’t leave bites that big, and there hasn’t been a drastic change in temperature to account for their resurgence. No more makeshift strategy, though—I’m not waiting to bring out the big guns. Prevention Pest Control can expect a call from me in the morning.


Edit, 4:00 am: It’s the damn mosquitoes. This time they’re biting my face. I am not amused.

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Posted at 4am on 11/15/07 | 3 comments | Filed Under: general

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